Faith

a girl on the bus sits with her eyes closed.....trying to get some sleep but ends up contemplating on what her day would be like. she knows at the back of her mind that she should be worrying but she isn't......in a way this makes her feel liberated and free. somehow she has a way of knowing that everything will be all right. it always does.

this girl's day is just starting but she's already thinking what tomorrow would be like......

Sicko

the fallen angel has fallen....im so sick today i feel like a truck ran over me.....my throat hurt......i have aches all over..........and i had no choice but to go to work. I was thinkin "what the hell....its friday anyway"......now i have this picture in my head that i want to kick my own ass for being stubborn.

Family Matters

finally i was able to talk to my sister! she's in chicago with my parents and brothers and it's been a long time since we talked. it was bittersweet coz it was really fun talking to her again. it makes me miss them more.

it was so funny coz we were talking about our experiences with our jobs......how it's really hard to deal with a different culture from where we grew up. i think she's also having a hard time coz she's paying off the plane fare my aunt spent for when they immigrated there. she gets $500 for two weeks which is not bad....but since she pays for what they owe my aunt, she's lucky if she can save $100 from her paycheck. i just wish i was already there so i can help and do my share with the expenses.

it's good though that my sister has her boyfriend by her side. by what she's telling me, i think the guy is decent and is kind to her. the guy is polish and my parents really like him.

sigh....i wish i'll find someone like that......then again both my maternal and paternal sides have old maids in their family......it's not far off that i become one

I Hate Being Bankrupt

don't ya'll hate it when you can't go anywhere coz you aint got no money....your dead broke....in short you have no cash, no moolah. nit, nadda, nyet, zero, zilch, none? if you don't know that feeling it's because: a) you can budget well and you never run out of cash or b) your rich - need i say more? it sucks being broke!!!!!!

i was supposed to go to tagaytay with hazel and mike but i had to bail out coz i dont wanna be a freeloader. they were tellin me it was ok but still i at least wanted to be able to pitch in for food or something. they already paid for the place and the gas expenses for crying out loud! but it was really nice of them two to invite me. i really wanted to go and i felt bad when they were already leaving but knowing myself i know i aint gonna be comfortable knowing that i can't share with expenses and stuff.

i'm now contemplating on what my weekend would be like. Most prolly i'll be in front of the t.v. most of the time.....or be online.....hmmm maybe i could finish the book i got.....The First Horseman (or a title close to that hehhee)

dayam.....suddenly remembered that i have to give my dogs a bath....what an exciting weekend this will be (NOT!)

Weekend Adventure and Misadventure

i really had a nice weekend.....went out bowling with my office buddies....hazel, mike, sonny and dominic. we had a blast! hahahah.....used to be that i hated bowling coz i thought it was a game for old people but my bowling buddies made me think otherwise. me and mike had close scores but of course he won hahahah!! as if i'd be able to win over him. he is the bowling guru.

then me and my bestfriend em went out clubbing with her friends. really had a great time! for that matter me and em always have a good time whenever we go out. however.......when it was time for us to go home i noticed my bag was half open. then when i looked inside my cellphone was gone! my brain won't even register my phone being gone. arggghhhh!!!! and this was the phone i bought from em so it has sentimental value. i had to call my phone provider so my line will be discontinued. worse - i have to email my dad and ask for a letter authorizing me as the one in charge of the phone (it's under his name) so that i can get a replacement sim card for the phone line. argggghhhhhh!!!! (again)

good thing i put a security and pin code on my phone. they're gonna have to spend money disabling those codes before they can ever use it. haha!

whoever took my phone has got some bad vibes going their way. they better run for cover coz they're in for some bad karma!